When Sad Things Happen During Good Times
Most people agree that planning a wedding can be stressful even during the best of circumstances. We know that the world continues to turn even though you might be in the middle of planning a wedding and sometimes that includes events that happen in life that are very happy events, painfully sad or extremely frightening.
For years as a Wedding Planner I had a chance to see a large mixture of what life can hand down even at any time when someone is planning a wedding. These are things that most couples don't have to worry about, but life is a balance and gives us good and bad, happy and sad mixed up like trail mix. Life is a path. It's just the way life is and if a person can see the good that is always happening in some form or another, it helps tremendously.
I admired the individuals so much for their strength who go through two of life's major events at once. Sometimes I saw people move up a wedding just so a loved one who was in the process of dying could experience their wedding. I also saw when, even with a rushed plan in place, it wasn't fast enough to make that final wish come true. I saw bittersweet moments as a couple sped up a wedding before a deployment. I couldn't help but feel that emotion and would often think of those who were deployed for the next year or so and hoped I would hear good news. Another family experienced a birth and a death within less than a week before the wedding. I've even had weddings I worked and found out that they had already had a small wedding so that their loved who had since passed away, could witness the wedding.
"We just don't talk about it....but we probably should".
Seldom does anyone talk about the normal emotions that are experienced during the wedding planning process, let alone when a death or other tragedy strikes during this time. Even under normal circumstances, I've attributed the odd behavior of otherwise normal people to the fact that people are grieving even when there isn't any death around the time of a wedding. Grieving is a process that just is an adjustment to major changes. It is often filled up with fear of the unknown. We never know what a person is going through from a loss even when the loss might appear to be minimal to others.
Things you might feel when an accident, disease or death happens before the wedding to a friend or family member you are close to.
1. Feeling guilty to be planning something that is happy.
2. Feeling unsettled in being happy and sad at the same time.
3. Feeling angry.
4. Feeling totally confused on what to do, how to act, or whether you should postpone the wedding.
5. Feeling of overwhelm.
6. Feeling of appreciation for your spouse-to-be who is showing and giving you support.
7. Feeling that your future spouse just doesn't understand what you are going through.
8. Getting a new perspective on life that is putting you into serious analysis mode.
9. A feeling of strength gained from a challenge unlike any you have experienced before.
10. A feeling of wanting to pay respect to your lost or missing loved one at your wedding.
How can you blend a remembrance with a wedding?
Every individual experiences grief in their own way. As much as your loved one would have wanted you to be very happy on your wedding day, there are bound to be some bittersweet moments. It would be assumed that a wedding should not be a second memorial service, but it's perfectly understandable if a tribute is made in a loving manner. It might be a matter of placing a rose on an empty chair. Perhaps carrying a flower or flowers that represent your loved one's who are no longer living can feel like they are close to your heart on your wedding day. I've seen grooms do something similar with their boutonieres. I've also seen people place pictures of their ancestors in little picture frames on the cake table. There are many ways to incorporate remembering a loved on your very important day.
Tears and laughter can be almost the same emotion sometimes. It's your body's way of getting you through the good and the bad stress. Indeed, there are happy stresses and sad stresses.
Don't hesitate to get your wedding officiant's advice on these matters and see how you can actually turn the negatives into something beautiful and meaningful for you.